I met Casey Marie O’Brien in 8th grade gym & i hated her. She was a prissy little bitch. I wanted to strangle her. & then one day, i realized that she was just another fucked up kid. We started talking for real then. No more face bull shit. 2 years, 7 months later & my life wouldn’t be any where close to the same with out her. We’re the same person. She keeps me sane.
You’re literally the only thing that’s kept me holding on this long. You’re my world. You’re there for me through everything. No matter how badly I fuck up, i know you’ll be there to make sure I’m okay. Yeah, we PMS like no other two people on the planet, and we take most of it out on each other, but honestly… we’re attached by the ass, who else are we going to bitch at? & i know we can both be hurtful and spiteful at times, but at the end of the day, no matter what kind of fight we’ve been in, i know you love me. If i woke up tomorrow and found everyone in my life had left me besides you, i’d be okay, because i know you’d be there for me. I can’t even begin to know how’d i would have survived the last 2 years and 7 months without you. I’d be a completely different person without you. You bring out the best in me. I‘ve never met anyone so much like me before. I refuse to let anyone EVER come between us. You’ve put me back together again and again. I don’t know what i would do without that. You’re always there to say i told you so, and tell me to stop my bitching. Which might just be exactly what i need. You know me through & through. Hell, sometimes you know my feelings before I’ve even figured them out. You honestly know me better then i know myself… it’s fucking creepy. & we’redating. We may not be gay, but face it, we’re in a relationship. You can make me bust out laughing with just one glance across a room. We can communicate without actually speaking. Some people go there entire lives trying to find something like that, and we stumbled upon it at 13. You taught me how to love. You’re the only stable, non toxic relationship I’ve ever been in. Everyone else may come and go, but you & me? us? We’re forever. I know a lot of people say that, but i think we’ve proven that it’s true. The last three years have been hell on both of us… but we got through it together. I don’t think the world could throw anything at us we couldn’t handle at this point. Casey, you’re my strength. I wouldn’t even be able to get up in the morning if it wasn’t for you. I would have fallen apart a long time ago without you, but you’ve been holding me together. & i know that a lot to ask of you, but i do the same things for you. I’m writing a fucking novel. anyway. i just wanted to say thank you, for everything you do for me day to day. You & mom have given me a place i can go that’s completely judgment-free. I never had anything like that before you. Baby girl, YOU are my family. You’re the one thing in my life that i’ve always been able to count on. You’re where i get my strength. I know for a fact that i wouldn’t have the ability to get up every morning and live my life if i didn’t know you’d be there to help me up if i fail. There’s been so many moments in my life lately where i feel like i had nothing left, and you’re always there for me.. i don’t know what i’d do without you. You’re my best friend, my soul mate. Everything i could ask for in the person i’m going to share my life with ♥ I just can’t wait to finish high school and get out of this shit hole town, just you and me. Away from everyone who’s always put us down & doubted us. You’re the most beautiful and talented person I’ve ever met, and i know you’re going to make it. You’re everything to me. & i’m willing to give up everything to be there for you when you do. high school is just 4 short years we have to get through till our lives really start. We’re getting out of here. I know a lot of people say that too, but have you ever known us to not get something we’ve set our minds too? Yeah, me either. Together we can do anything. I know a lot of people would love to see us grow apart, but no one will ever have that satisfaction. I know we get sick of each other sometimes, but i couldn’t imagine it ever really being over. because it will never be. The day we move out to the west coast is going to be one of the happiest days of my life, right behind September 11Th, 2009. The day you walked into my life. You & that day changed me. & who can say if I’ve been changed for the better? All i know is because of you, I’ve been changed for good. You’re the only person who’s seen the full extent of how bad my emotions can get. Everything from my depression to my anger.. hell, you’ve been the subject of my anger. You’re the only person I’ve hit out of anger & spite in years, & you still love me. You’ve seen my panic attacks full on. You’ve held me while i cried over bullshit. & you still love me ♥ I love you more then i could ever express. This is just me saying that i’m great full for every second of the last three years. You’re the wind beneath my wings ♥